YM GAP wasss really good today!!!!

YM GAP wasss really good today!!!!
Today.... did the Purpose driven Life with some of the guys. This was my first time actually really facilitating a PDL session... so it started of abit weird... but by God's grace! It turn out pretty good in the end... the guys were very open in their sharing and i was especially glad that josh friend kevin joined us. He was very open and he shared some really important points with us too..
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After that... had some games of bridge before heading down for YM Gap with the PDL guys... justin joining us for the first time too, and vyan,charles and kevin coming along... and it was really goood to seee YM Gap really growing. With like abt 20 ppl coming today even moonie manage to come FINALLY! And to see so many new faces... really was so good to see. Keith lead worship where with didnt had the lyrics...so was abit weird at first tyring to pick up those songs.... but it turn up ok in the end. And when we broke into grps to pray... this was where i really felt the presence of God in our midst. And during this pray session, i really felt that God really ensured me that Kevin was really put here with us for a purpose. Although he is from City harvest, he really had the heart to pray for Wesley Ym... which i was very encourage to hear in his prays. And this solid hr of just praying by the spirit was really real and true. We end this gap session with Yangshen leading us wih some christmas songs... which was very funny! Bcoz we didnt had the lyrics so andrew was like trying to read the lyrics to us as fast as possible before each line...and we kinda screwed up the songs! Oppss! But we end of with a classic song... JESUS LOVER OF My SOUL! Finally a song we knew by hard...phewww.

After that, some of us when for supper which i at first thought of not going bcoz the ppl i was closer with all had to leave.... BUT!!!! I really have NO REGRETS man! This time of fellowship with some of the Gappers was one of the best few i ever had... just hearing Denise sharing abt her experience reaching out to this grp of youth leaders from other countries around the world such as india and kazakhstan really encourage me a lot abt evangelising. And i also shared abt how when comparing YM and crusade.... There is this thing i'm fearing now... i can't seem to get the same Fire for crusade recently after sitting down and just thinking abt where my calling is. At first i tot was to crusade...but now... I really feel that YM is where my heart belongs too. I feel so HAPPY and COMFORTABLE serving in all this ministries in Wesley Ym, from the X-trainers, too YM Gap too being an Aysgl! Despite all this... i ENJOY Serving God and dun really feel that burn out! I feel i really caught that vison to see and want to be part of YM REVIVAL!!! But den theres crusade on the other hand, where i can't seem to catch the vision now.... sighhh... i'm sad to say...i maybe feeling a little burn out from crusade. Oh man! I feel so bad for my crusade friends reading this now. It so strange...i dun feel as though i'm looking forward to this metamorphosis camp which is like a few more days later... compared to earlier before where i was sooo loooking forward to it, but now...just missing Gap next week bcoz of the meta camp is like dropping a BOMB on me lor!... is like my passsion for crusade is dipping. And i dunnno why??? But this is what i honestly feel....Although i really got to say, crusade has been really good in training me well to be more well verse in the Bible as well as in leadership qualities,and i'm really grateful for that. So bcoz of crusade, this is how i can really use wad i learn there to help lead my small grp and serve in YM. Well... maybe i just can't catch 2 visions at once. Its like u cant serve to master.... well i realy have to pray abt this.....anyway another cool thing to end this wonderful day.. bcoz of that sacrifice to almost leave earlier and not to have this wonderful fellowship with the rest of the Gappers... i wld not hav gotten a ride back by Alvin Ding all the way to my door step! Thanks man! =D