My Personality Test (DiSC)

My Personality Test (DiSC)

I'm an I. S. C....

Well this is an extract of the detailed results!

Graph 1- Most___Graph 2- Least___ Graph 3- Difference


Graph 1- Mask, Public Self (Behavior expected by others)
Graph 2 - Core, Private Self (Instinctive Response to Pressure)
Graph 3- Mirror, Perceived Self (Self Image, Self Identity)

The report of the test!

From the result i was told i was a GOVENOR!!!
BENJAMIN is an optimistic individual. He is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. He tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to his charm. BENJAMIN is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to him because they find him inspirational.

Recognizing the value of a good relationship, BENJAMIN is very patient and caring when relating to others. He is even-paced; and BENJAMIN usually remains calm and relaxed, even in situations that may ruffle some others. He likes the role of a peacemaker, when working through problems, BENJAMIN tries to rely on successful strategies that have proven results.

Neat and orderly, others usually see BENJAMIN as practical. He needs adequate information to make decisions, and he will consider the pros and cons. He may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize his emotions. BENJAMIN likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and he will follow a logical process to gain successful results.Because he cares about how others feel, BENJAMIN may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. He typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see BENJAMIN as agreeable and humble.


BENJAMIN is a people-oriented individual who is verbally fluent and loyal. He tends to be sensitive and have high standards. Decisions are made after the gathering of facts and supportive data. BENJAMIN can be restless; he needs to be more direct and less subjective. He needs social recognition and personal attention; he gets attached to people easily and immediately. He is friendly, enthusiastic, informal, talkative, and may worry too much about what other people think. He tends to intellectualize on various subjects. BENJAMIN wants to be accepted as a member of the team and likes to know exactly what is expected before he starts new projects.
BENJAMIN does not like confrontation but will handle it. He is a very loyal, dependable friend. His fault may be that he trusts too much. He is a conscientious person who persuades others through logic and emotion. BENJAMIN is equipped with the ability to act as a dominant leader if his parameters of authority are clearly defined. Under such a scenario, he can make sound decisions while being people oriented.
BENJAMIN needs to be careful not to be overly enthusiastic or too talkative; he may get sidetracked and not finish what he set out to do. He is very conscious about the quality of his work and expects that he will receive social approval for his "job well done". BENJAMIN is sensitive to the people around him and will do his best to make the environment pleasing for others. He has excellent communication skills and can influence people by his knowledge of facts and ability to analyze people and situations. BENJAMIN will work through situations in his home and work life with a steady pace, always striving for a positive outcome that will be the best for everyone. He is very concerned about those who are around him and will work for "win-win" results and resolutions.


I - Measures how talkative, persuasive, and interactive you typically are. Words that may describe the intensity of your “I” are:
ENTHUSIASTIC Inspiration; visionary; intense
GREGARIOUS Fond of the company of others; sociable
PERSUASIVE Having the power to persuade; influencing (I think this is sooo trueee! I think i have the "skill" of persuasion =P! hee)


This test is a pretty accurate test!! When i orginally thought i was an S person.....but somehow things have changed ever since my encounter with the Lord at the YM camp 05...From that very quiet guy to a more outgoing person now!

First day of new BLOCK!!!!

First day of the new BLOCK!!!!
Sunday
Yesterday... was a pretty nice sunday service! Worship was great again! And this sunday i felt more alive compared to last sunday. Small grp time was led by Jerrod again, bcoz Englee wasnt around... he had a good lesson on Christian Jargons!!! After small grp time.... although i wanted to go for 1130 service i cldnt bcoz had to rush for lunch before the wesley soccer match all the way in meridin Jc....BUT!!!! half way thru lunch... i had a call from shashi..that the match was CANCELED!!!!! Bcoz of a waterlogged field! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH! Just when i was so ready for the match! Anyway... today i got a total of $200 dollars for my mission trip! Really got to THANK my Godfather uncle matthew, and YSGL Joyce and her small grp CMJ for supporting me!
Monday
Today when gym with wen hao,charles and asriel.... and charles made this deal with me that he will give me the amount of money for my mission trip from the number of push ups i can do in a minute.....So i took it up...so now i have to work for the support which motivated me abit more... and i manage to do 40 push ups in 60 seconds so i got $40 dollars from him! Thanks Charles!
Anyway just came back from my Cross disciplinary subject(CDS) Leadership and Character class which starts at 630 pm and end at 930pm... and when i got there... i met up with my other course mates who were lost tryin to find the class at IT school.... so we all like took 15 mins before we found the classroom... and we were late for 15 mins... This is the first time we had class outside of Design school....anyway this module seems pretty fun.... we got into like grps today...and learn some basics abt leadership.... and we each have to like introduced ourselves and our strengths in leadership as we choose each person by throwing this rubber ball thingy to each other in the classroom... and this really FUNNY THING happend.. my grp mate weng yuin... wanted to pass the ball to this person so he called "the girl in white behind that girl in pink"... and those ppl were abit stunned at first... BCOZ my friend had mistaken that GUY for a girl!!!! And the whole classs was like laughhing lor! poor guy man! My friend was so embarrassed too! And the lecturer had to clarify that mistake to the classs... oh well... anyway we also had to choose a movie to review on the leaders in a particular movie... and everyone made a mad dash to the register paper... and I immediately sign up for "PRINCE OF EGYPT"... phew...manage to get it despite the mad rush for the easiest movie to do on.. Good thing i know the story of moses well...having just read Exodus not long ago too... anyway... now everyday in the mth of FEB... i have classes from 9 am and finish class at 930 pm!!! sighhhhh! I will have to miss the first leg FINALS of SINGAPORE VS THAILAND!!! and YM GAP!!! arghhhhh!

Student Venture welcome party! ... SINGAPORE BEAT MALAYSIA and is in the ASEAN CUP FINALS!!!

Student Venture welcome party! ... SINGAPORE BEAT MALAYSIA and is in the ASEAN CUP FINALS!!!
Today's definitely one of the looongest day ever for me this year! First went for the campus crusade student venture welcome party in the mornin at foo chow methodist church bcoz i invited some wesley people like wanping and denise and her friends from Vjc and one from Sajc... I was the onli poly student there lor... but it was still fun! And like 3/4 of the ppl there were from RJC! anyway..... right after that.... rush of to main church to meet Englee and Ellen as we plan for our small grp future... den after that rush to YWCA for my YM leaders training and also drop by the X-trainer meeting for awhile which was just in the room next to where i was... and right after the training...met charles, henry and his friend eunice to head for the national stadium to catch the Singapore Vs malaysia match.... And it was a sell out crowd man! There were so many ppl rejected entry bcoz tickets were all gone! But goood thing henry just got the contact from the leaader of the Singapore supporters club! So thru him we got FREE TICKETS!!! And We got seats reserved for us too! How fortunate is that!!!! And bcoz of this... we had to cheer alot! But it was FUN man! I've NEVER CHEERED SO MUCH AND with so much passion FOR SINGAPORE before man! and with the malaysia fans nearby... It was really like a battle in cheers! especially when the WHOLE grp of malaysians walk in the stadium... There were like BOOOS all around.... anyway the match was tied at 1-1... and the penalty shoot out cause SINGAPORE THE VICTORY!!! It was sooo exciting cheering! Like GO GO GO LIONSSSSSSSS.... GO GO GO LIONS!!!!! anyway... after watching this match... made me excited for tmr WESLEY YM match against Trinity Methodist Church!!!!


(the FREE ticket we got at the stadium as being part of the LIONS supporter club!)
(The STRONG FULL CROWD!!! The atmosphere was really strong from where we were! The songs and cheers we SANG! really kept the game alive! Now i my throat is hoarse from the match)
(the 2 air bag thingy there we were using to make sounds the whole time!)



(A photo of part of the match)

YM GAP!!!

YM GAP!!!.... Mission trip to Sabah newsletter (I need financial support for this! =D)

Today's Ym Gap was really good as usual... worship was fantastic!!!! Eugene led worship followed by prayer and Yangshen close off with more worship at the end... so today's session really was free worship before and even after!!!

And i also manage to give out my campus crusade newsletter to almost the entire gappers too!
Thank God i'm in this pray ministry so got the chance to let them know abt my mission trip to sabah!

(I was reading this book at trumpet of praise today before gap...and it really inspired me..it showed how this guy heard God's still small voice literally! And how God has help him in his life after that. Its quite an easy book to read.. i manage to read 1/4 of it there.... and only yesterday i was at J8 lifebookshop and i was reading another book abt this guy who had an accident and was dead for awhile...and he experience Heaven for awhile before coming back to life! So this incidents really shows how God can be so real in our life!)

(From 26th Mar- 10th Apr, I'll be going on a campus mission trip with a team of students and staff to Sabah, Malaysia. Through various ways of outreach, we hope to be a channel of God's blessings to the students in the university. (Please see attached for more info) As I prepare to go, I need to raise $700 to cover food, transport, accomodation and materials expenses. I also need a team of prayer supporters to fight this spiritual battle with me and my team. As you read this, will you consider supporting me in prayer and/or financially?Please let me know!!! Thankssssssss!)

Campusc Crusade LM!... More MOCK MODELSSS!

Campus Crusade LM!... More MOCK MODELSSS!
Today spend the entire afternoon finishing up my mock model! ... then headed to TP for my last campus crusade Live meeting for me, bcoz next week onwards in the new block i'm gonna have 9 am to 9 pm classessss! SIGHHH! I'm gonna misss LM!!! so sad!!!!!!!
Well.... today LM was abt conversational evangelism, its was quite a good skill to learn in our daily life... Basically by using the SALT method ...
S-MILE
A-sk Questions
L-isten
T-ransit to gospel
So we did some demo with each other... quite fun acting it out in grps, although it seem kinda weird when tryin it out with ppl u noe... anyway during dinner... I was like suffering the entire time at the dinner table... bcoz my Stomach was fighting a HUGE WAR... and i actually was on the losing end of the war. Till now my stomach feels kinda weird... maybe i drank too much tei bing!!! anyway...thats not gonna stop meee from my favourite drink!... on the way back home today after dinner... I took 4 buses altogther from TP... First bus 8 to this place after macperson sec den bus 22 with wen hao and yap min... den at serangoon... took bus 58 with wen hao and stop one bus stop later.. and then took bus 147 and stop one stop later again! Thats the good thing abt Bus concession! Can take unlimited buses! YEAAA! Onli abit paiseh after stopping after one bus stop. anyway.... we just had a really coool MASS Tp crusade msn convo with a couple of RP crusaders... and at the end... we ended of praying over MSN!!! Thats a first for meeee.... it was soooo coool! oh well.... signing off now...... going school in morning tmr for consultation den gym den cut hair!!!!

(check oumy recent mock model below...)

(pictures of my recent mock model)

DG!!.... DEATH NOTE 2!.. PDL!!

DG!!!.... DEATH NOTE 2!.. PDL!!!...More Model making!
Monday!
Went school in the evening to have disciplesip grp... And as usual... DG was really good! I mean i just can't find such good bible study on normal sundays in church. We did the famous parable about the prodigal son. Although many would have known abt this passage oready... We tend to look at the surface, and never really go in depth. Thats the reason why i enjoy crusade DGs, especially when Glenn is around, and he will give answer that will really make u think!
Tuesday!
Went school in the morning to see a short video abt creating good creative photography, quite a cool video! That guy in the video photographs was AWESOME! Anyway had consultation abt my mock model... before heading to meet charles,josh and william to catch the movie DEATH NOTE 2 at marina square GV! ......I've been wanting to catch this movie in a loooooong time! Heard so much abt it but i have not even seen the first one even yet...

The movie was AWESOME man! Although i knew nothing abt the show at first... manage to pick it up with some explanation from josh thru out the movie... basically its abt a couple of "KIRAs" against the legendary detective "L"... The plot and twists in the story really make ur money worth it!..The only weird think i find abt this movie is the death god look too cartoony! But oh well.... can give this movie 4/5 stars!!!! Now hoping to catch the first death note movie and maybe watch the entire anime series although i'm not really an anime fan!

Anyway after that met with the guys in my small grp to continue our Purpose driven life (PDL) discussion. But FIRST had dinner at plaza sing Gelare! HALF PRICE WAFFLE on TUESDAY!!! YIPEEEEEE! The first time eating it ever since i left cjc 12 mths ago!!!! Used to eat it at far east Gelare after school every tuesday! Really brought back those good old days in cj man!!! sighhh... well..we did PDL at one of our small grp first ever room a couple years ago in YWCA room 809! And i had to sacrifice half of the Singapore game to do this with the guys...... Anyway this time i felt more confident leading, and in the end it was quite a fruitful session! YAY!!!!
Well.... anyway just finish making half my another mock model....and i'm feeling really weird now.... my throat is hurting, my nose is running away.... and my head is jumping!!! haizzzzzz.... anyway signing off now! CAMPUS CRUSADE LM tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(My 1/3 done mock model.... feeling too sickly to continue yet)

ITS SUNDAY!!!!!

ITS SUNDAY!!!!!

To start of todays's entry! I like to say I'm suddenly liking LIVERPOOL SO MUCH! I can't believe i'm saying this BUT bcoz they BEAT CHELSEA 2-0 FLAT!!!! whahhahahhaa!.... Anyways Today's YM service was really different, we started our pre service events by having a talk show first.... with Eric interviewing Rev Alvin Chan! Followed by worship! And to be honest... it felt so weird for me at the start of worship... although the first song was one of my fav song I can't live a day without you! I cldn't reallly feel that Hypness! Maybe like i said before it was still early? but 930 service still felt quite dead...although its much better then before... i just found it so weird when i was jumping! It was like i was doing it for the sake of it and i dun wan that to happen... But I really wanna HYPE out the 930 service!!! Den came small grp time... this was reallly weird... we had like one of the biggest small grp time ever man! I counted 27 of us in one room! And this isn't including a bunch of regulars who didnt come today! Well...its good to have so many new faces to God's clay.. but then we face a Good problem...... its so hard to have a good time of discussion and sharing and the leaders really is gonna have a hard time... likeee me! but well... Eng lee cldnt come today... so ellen got Jerrod our ex ysgl to lead today's session. With joel koh also our ex aysgl co-leadin him. And jeremy seating in..... Jerrod did a really good impromptu session on prioritising our daily activites and how we put GOD as the main focus, anyway i felt kinda stress at the end of small grp time today..i mean there was like so much things to settle, pdl, how to do bible studies on a weekday for the core ppl in the grp, and how to entertain the new ppl, what to do for future lessons... and sooo much more stuff an aysgl has to do.... so i decided to drop by 1130 service and leave my grp awhile... sat with keith's grp onli for a sec..bcoz we went to the front for worship after that. And i felt sooo much better! I felt more freee this time! And i really cld seee the PASSION in the youths in the 1130 service! Thats how the whole of Ym sld be like! well...actually kinda miss YOUTH ALIVE! It was like onli last week! where they hype out eveyone...but now... its so different! oh well.... I BELIEVED next week is gonna be GOOD! Anyway we just had our X-trainers planning today too! And this year is gonna be tough on us man! with so much activities we must plan for the pre service! But we must rmb! WE ARE DOING THIS FOR GOD! and not as job but a ministry!

(Anyway this pictures below are screenshots of my dustbin design appearing on the chinese news quite a while ago... just got these screens shots onli today from esther

so decided to post it)........(That first blue flowery dustbin on the left in the screen is my dustbin! aka BENS DUSTBIN)

(Some of my classmates appearing on national tv news with our dustbins)

(Some of our dustbin displayed at tampines interchange i tink)

The BEST FINAL DAY of TP DESIGN OPEN HOUSE!!!

The BEST FINAL DAY of TP DESIGN OPEN HOUSE!!!
FINALLY Open hse has ended!!! After 3 days in a row being a design guide! Showing tours and tours, giving explanations! Folding flyers and boomerangs! And Promoting the Design school around Tp! Screaming our hearts out! Getting ppl to come for the FASHION shows! Doing Cheers!!! Like Design Oiiiiiiiiii! And Our famous design cheer! "The cheers of chicken wings up, folowed by Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh (2x) Eh, woosa eh,woosa, woosa woosa eh, HEY!!!" We really ended in a BANG today man! We were like SO HIGH!!!! It really reminded me of the Design orientation camp way back in april!! Oh well... anyway we had an appreciation dinner for all the guides for the whole of TP at the end of the day!!! I was sooo hungary i like filled my plate with tons of food! really like one Kiasu singaporean..anything FREEE... TAKE!
Anyway i'm really GRATEFUL for those people who have like immediately responded to support me in my upcoming mission trip to Sabah! Thanks SHU MEI!!!

(Some of the IAD year 1 recent exhibits in the IAD area in TP DESIGN SCHOOL) (The IAD area..showing the NDP 2006 design they won, which was use in the actual parade!)
(The tons of flyers and boomerangs i was folding today! but quite fun la!)

(The FASHION SHOWS in DESIGN SCHOOL!... at the end of the 3 days... i saw like 9 FASHIONS shows man!!! But the best was the last one! The D-guides were there really supporting an making the atmosphere HYPE OUT!!)


(A short video clip of the last fashion show, The DESIGN SHOOL WAS PACKED MAN!!!... cant really hear the background music only can hear us cheering! Thats how hype out we were!)

TP design OPEN HOUSE day 2!!!!

TP design OPEN HOUSE day 2!!!!
Ok i try to keep this entry short... really exhausted now!!!! Today open hse was much better in terms of the organisation for the design guides... i manage to give personal tours to my friends telling them the IAD ghost stories, showing them the DARKROOM and my dustbin! Manage to get nicole and rebecca class which was like 30 plus SAC girlssss! THE BIGGEST GRP i have too so far! And it was kinda a mess actually....bcoz if the grp is too big... i find the tours get boring as its not really focus..so i just bearly brought them to the stations... but well... charles,shu mei and jolyn came later... so gave them a personal tour and showed them the DESIGN CANTEEN TOO with the BEST "Tei Bing"... nicole,glenda, their sac friend and Andrew lai... den join us too... so i gave them one last personal tour..although the open hse close oready, so cldnt show the Interative media design works to andrew! oh well.... we then rush of to Ym GAP... and now one more day of open hse left!!!!! Pheww! I'm like quite tired of explaining and walking oready!

An Exciting Day 1 of TP DESIGN OPEN HOUSE!!!

An Exciting Day 1 of TP DESIGN OPEN HOUSE!!!

Today's really one eventful day man... went school for consulation abt my mock model at abt 9 am! and it was quite a good one! finally a lecturer really like my model! YAY! anyway... later i shared christ with a IAD classmate of mine over breakfast... really prayed and THANK God for that opportunity. Well...from then on...it was one tiring but kinda fun day!

As i was a design guide..i partnered wen hao and chun yeung. And the first grp was this guy from montford and a bunch of girls... and this coool thing happen... i overheard the montford guy talking to his church friend abt this guy called marc chung.... and i was thinking to myself..i KNOW a marc chung! So i casually just check if it was the right one! AND INDEED IT WAS! He was their church friend, and he was my sec 3 and 4 classmate! HOW SMALL THE WORLD MAN!!.... well... later did quite a number of tours too...i actually did more personal tours... like i saw grace from crusade and her friends... so gave them a tour too... and saw another of my sec school classmate sunny and his friends too. I also showed some extra parts of the tour which was not part of the route like my STUDIO, the DARKROOM and my very own DUSTBIN design to wen hao church friends and this 2 girls from compassvale. Well..really enjoyed interacting with these ppl man! And i can't believe i like really propoganda DESIGN SCHOOL to these ppl! but seriously! WE ARE THE BEST LA! And i'm not bias! hhaha...well after that met some of the tp cusaders before going to starbucks in cathay with the rp crusaders for our first SABAH MISSION TRIP meeting!!! oh well... now i have to RAISE $700 for this trip! SO ANYONE OUT THERE WANNA be part of my mission trip and SUPPPORT ME!!! =D PLease let me know!!!

Oh well.... its gonna be 2 more days of open house! Dunno how i'm gonna handle man.... and it will be much stricter in terms of me getting my grps too... now i may not be able to give personal tours...sighhhhhhh.... oh well... hope i can get nicole and rebecca class! =D

(My first mock model)

(My second mock model, i like this one! so as my lecturer! YAY!!!)

(my 2 sketches of my models)

My FAVOURITE TOP 20 SONGS!!!

My FAVOURITE TOP 20 SONGS!!!
This past couple of days... have been doing my assignments at home, so its quite relax for me, being able to do my work at anytime i want.... and i just need to go school tmr for LM and the Design school open house meeting. Well... i just finish making my first mock model!!!
Anyway people DO COME FOR TP DESIGN OPEN HOUSE FROM 18-20 Jan!!! I will helping out as a design guide! And i sld be at my Interior Architecture Design booth on Friday too!!!

Anyway was chatting with nicole just now, and she suggested i do a List of my Top 10 favourite songs! but i had too many so i will make it top 20! So here it goes! sorry i lazy to put the links to these songs..but if any of u guys wanna check up on these songs, u can ask me! =D

TOP 20 FAVOURITE SONGS!!!
1. THE STAND -Hillsong United (MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE!!! Became my all time favourite song after being in awe of it after hearing it once at a normal ym service)
2. What The World Will Never Take -Hillsong United (my favourite song after YM CAMP 06)
3. One Way! -Hillsong (One of my personal all time favourite)
4.Consuming Fire-Tim Hughes (another all time favourite)
5. Show Me Your Face - Andrew Yeo(from cornerstone church) (I loveeeee this song! one powerful song that really minister to my heart!)
6. At The Cross -Hillsong (immediately love this song when bought the album)
7.Mighty To Save -Hillsong (this song is stuck in my head after ym camp06)
8. In Your Hands- Hillsong (Reuben Morgan)
9.Amazed-Desperation Band (became one of my personal favourites after ym camp05)
10. Majesty (Here I am) -Delirious? (one of the first ever song that made me started liking christian songs, heard it at Chapel of The Resurrection Concert at SAJC in September 2005)
11. Imagine Me Without You(Jaci Velasquez)(First heard this song in YM during the offering session)
12. Running After You -Planetshakers
13.I Lift My Hands (Hillsong London)(This song immediately struck me when listening to the Hillsong London album at a Lifebook shop)
14. From The Inside Out - Hillsong United
15. History Maker -Delirious?
16. Hear us from heaven (Don Moen)(heard this in a ym service in 2007..the lyrics of this song is like my heartfelt prayer for YM)
17. You Laid Aside Your Majesty - Derri Daugherty
18. Did you Feel The Mountains Tremble -Delirious?
19. Can't Live A Day Without You -Youth Alive (first played at watchnight service 06)
20. King of Majesty -Hillsong

I actually got sooooo much more! but i will stop at 20.... anyway only the Top 2 is my CLEAR FAVOURITE!!!! One way use to be my all time favourite... but well... its still in the TOP 3!

http://profile.imeem.com/Z3jP4F/playlist/BVCWHwJ8/

Photos taken with YOUTH ALIVE after YM Service!!!

Photos taken with YOUTH ALIVE after YM Service!!!
(photos taken courtesy of celine...)

(Karl the really goood YOUTH ALIVE drummer with some of the ymers)

(The Youth alive band David, Ryan ,karlee and Rebekah..with me and Keith)

THE BEST YM SERVICE EVER MAN!!! YOUTH ALIVE!!!

THE BEST YM SERVICE EVER MAN!!! YOUTH ALIVE!!!
Although this is my second time saying this... I really gotta say... THIS TIME ITS DEFINITELY THE BEST YM service ever!!! With new HI TECH SPEAKERS place in Wesley Ym YWCA ballroom bcoz YOUTH ALIVE are HERE!!!!!!!!.... and with FUSION just over... YOUTH ALIVE ENDED with a bang here!! And the sermon by the YOUTH ALIVE manager or pastor i tink, was really gooooood! The message was abt the GOD OF MIRACLES!... and my heart was really convicted by the message. Taken from the bible passage MARK 5:21...abt the dead girl and sick women... It really showed how just by faith, it can heal a person. For example...the sick women BELIEVE that she will be healed if she just touch Jesus cloak and INDEED She was healed! BCOZ she BELIEVED! and the other example was Jesus told Jairus the synagogue ruler that his daugter wasn't dead but asleep. And Jesus told him that he just needed to believe..(mark 5:36) and in verse 5:41-42... Jesus raise the girl from the dead. So this shows that GOD is a GOD OF MIRACLES!!! And all we just need is to BELIEVE!!! I was really convicted by the message... and The speaker then ask for an altar call.... who ever want to believe in this GOD OF MIRACLES to work in our life! I immediately walk up to the front and knelt down... and i was really in AWE for GOD!!! Then a couple of pastors prayed for me... i didnt really see who they were... but when they prayed for me i just cldnt help back i like started to cry! but no tears la... dunno why when i cry got no tears one...but.... it was really emotional... being like So close with GOD at that moment... the presence of GOD was reallly strong... from the side of my eyes i could see many ymers kneeling at the altar...and I just prayed and BELIEVED that YM REVIVAL will come! That was what my inner desire was... And i just prayed and prayed.... "I BELIEVED WESLEY YM WILL SEE REVIVAL!!!"...with so many things happening right after the YM CAMP 06... the passion for GOD in the youths were still strong! Its like so far almost every sunday... u can see the youths really having this passion for GOD! coming to the front really jumping for GOD! And even YM GAP is growing! Youths are coming to pray for YM!!! Well... anyway the service end of in a BANG MAN! We requested the youth alive band to do 3 ENCORES!!!! My favourite song WHAT THE WORLD WILL NEVER TAKE! MAJESTY AND TAKE IT ALL!!!!!!! ....I'm soooo crazy for you JESUS!!!!!(from the song CRAZY)......
After that i manage to get their autograph and even a grp photo with them man!!! Hope i can post it sooon!!!!

btw.... just a short sharing(abt a miracle..haha)... during the first night of FUSION conference... i was praying during the altar call, for salvation to happen... bcoz during the part when asking for ppl to go to the front for those who never accept christ before...no one went up... and it was so weird! So i prayed really hard... and i told God that i really wanted to see salvation in my friends or friends friends or anyone... and i prayed that even though some ppl may not be at this conference now... But the presence of God can still touch the life of them outside or anyway.. i prayed this bcoz i remembered Sandy sharing to the YM leaders before... that in the bible somewhere its talk abt this where GOD was talkin to Moses to gather 70 elders and had them stand around the Tent. Then the Lord send the spirit to rest on those leaders...and they prophesies... but... 2 elders who were suppose to be at that Tent...weren't there... but they also had the Spirit of God rested on them..so this can be said that... God's spirit can even come to you anyway even outside of the conference... and you know what.... I didnt really think much of this prayer at first... bcoz i thought God didnt answer my prayer until...... Joshua told me after the service that his friend accepted CHRIST!!! and i was like!!!! "where was ur friend?", bcoz i didnt see him invite anyone, and i tot his friend accepted christ during this conference?"..den he said.... his friend wasn't here.... BUT he talk to him over the phone....sharing christ den...and...not just that...it was DURING THE ALTAR CALL PART!!! Josh was outside the suntec hall talkin to his friend on the phone...and his friend accept christ then! And it immediately reminded me what i prayed just now!!!! AMAZING MAN HOW GOD works! But thats not all!!!! Just yesterday morning on my way to suntec... i was trying to find that passage from the bible... and i was flipping in the new testament side... and then i prayed for God to reveal to me where that passage was... bcoz it was like more than a mth ago when i heard this... and immediately... i got this thought! The book "NUMBERS!" i flipped to it..and found it!!! Its Numbers 11:16-27" ... God has really been revealing so much to me this past few weeks man!!!!

(the signatures of the YOUTH ALIVE BAND!!!..i will definitely treasure this bulletin in my Bible!)


(the youth alive band practising before service started)

Final nite of FUSION ROCKS TOTALLY!!!!

Final nite of FUSION ROCKS TOTALLY!!!!
Today was a really long day man....went to suntec like 8am... with morning session,den i had a time slot to pray...and the prayer session was good despite missing the morning youth alive worship..BUT i got the free limited edition FUSION SHIRT!!.. and den followed by workshops, which i went for the Pastor Benny Ho mentoring lesson.

Night rally!!! OH MAN! THE BEST WORSHIP EVER MAN!!! If u are a frequent visiter here..u may think why i always say the BEST ever and etc... but i really mean it this TIME i never had such a good time Worshipping God with all my heart this GOOD!... Even better than the Ym camp or FOP!!!! And it started of with the WESLEY YM BAND!!! which was the best man! This time wesley ym band was really in full force with all those HIGH TECH SPEAKERS!!! And with them playing my favorite song THE STAND!!! I really could see the whole hall from front to the back with HANDS LIFTED UP HIGH to GOD! And the passion in the eyes of all those youths... REVIVAL is near to methodist churches man!
And then YOUTH ALIVEEE!!!! they sang another of my favourite song WHAT THE WORLD WILL NEVER TAKE!!! and when it came to MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD! It was like WOAHHH!!! The power and presence of God was sooooo STRONG! the message and drama was also really goood! the dance session was not bad too! And most of all.... the LAST PART..they like had praise songs after another and ENCORE too! Ohhh man!!!!!! I felt so freeeee!!! And i can like dance and jump for God so openly!!!! YEAAA! NO DOUBT THE BEST CONFERENE EVER!!!! And i mean it man!!! Can't wait for tmr!!! YOUTH ALIVE IN WESLEY YM!! WOAHHHHH!

EXPLOSIVE PASSION!!! FUSION 2007!!!! Day 1!!

EXPLOSIVE PASSION!!! FUSION 2007!!!! Day 1!!
Today FUSION day 1 was REALLY AWESOME MAN! The highlight of the day was actually the pre conference workshop by Pastor Benny Ho abt "SPEAK TO INSPIRE"..basically teaching us how to preach a sermon. And at first i was like wasn't sure i sld go, bcoz i had other commitments like Pray meetin and campus E in TP... But i definitely had no regrets! This is my first time hearing him speak..and i heard so much abt him...and they sure are RIGHT! HIS THE BEST SPEAKER I EVER HEARD MAN!!! And definitely the BEST workshop i ever attended! Although the workshop wasn't really relevant to me now... I Learnt soooooo MUCH! And he really knows how to grasp the audience attention the WHOLE TIME! Even for 3 hrs straight!!! Oh and i got to know this guy who was seating next to me... he was this Caucasian guy from christ methodist church, serving as a preacher for his youth ministry and his lecturer for Lawyers in NUS. And he like preach for 2 recent youth camps.. so i was like chatting with this big shot lor! He was really friendly and had a good time talkin with him during the breaks.

After that met some of the Gappers for dinner before rushing back for the nite rally at the suntec convention hall. And some of us immediately ran to the front row lor!!! And the whole front row ppl were like Wesley ymers and YOUTH ALIVE BAND who was like few seats away from us. And the 2 hrs worship was good man! Especially the YOUTH ALIVE BAND!!!! I was really Immersed in the worship! After worship TRAC president Rev Wee Boon Hup then came in a HARLEY bike man!!!! Well....after the looong rally we ate supper outside the 7 eleven around the city link bcoz all the shops was close oready...ok now this SHU MEI asked me to put her name here... so yeaa..ur name is here! HAPPY! I didnt put other ppl names lor..bcoz got sooo many...afraid i might miss out some others. oh well..... its gonna be a loooooong day tmr..go suntec 8am! And workshops after workshops and nite rally again!!

(the lead singer from YOUTH ALIVE)


(Pastor Rev Wee boon hup coming in a grand entrance in a HARLEY Bike man!)

IAD Project 1!!!!! Pre-Fusion meeting!!!!

IAD Project 1 and Pre-FUSION meeting!!!!

Yay!!! Just finished my inspiration board!!! To check it out!!! Anyway today went for this pre FUSION service at Wesley P & P! And the YOUTH ALIVE was there too! Although it was quite a small crowd... it was a pretty good session, with worship followed by a short message by the Methodist TRAC president Rev Wee Boon Hup... and there was a time where we were given the chance to shake the hands of at least 5 other ppl and i was like so close only Lless than a metre away from one of the YOUTH ALIVE guy lor! I was abt to approach him but was busy shaking hands and introducing my name to other ppl who approach us ... oh yea and there was FREE DINNER!!! I didnt noe dinner was provided lor!!! hahah! Well over dinner matthias,wanping,stacy,beven and i had a good time laughing at Andrew at his Hamtaro self!!! And den Matthias was randomly approached by this guy to help him to carry some stuff to suntec...and the guy said he was the "CHOSEN ONE"!!! Bcoz he onli chose him lor... even though i was there...Hahaha! oh well... in the end the prayer intercessors didnt really do anything much, we were like just chatting and waiting for the ushers briefing to finished....oh well...at least we got a taste of the hall and where FUSION is gonna be held!!! 3000 seats man!!!



(My final inspiration board!!!!)

(this is just the floor seats at Suntec Convention Centre!)

IAD Project 1 and Campus Crusade LM!!!!

IAD Project 1!...and what i learn at Campus Crusade LM today!
For the past week, I've been doing research for my IAD project 1 which last for the next 2 blocks, and from yesterday till now... been working on my Inspiration board which is like some 3D Pop up form.

Anyway... today's campus crusade LM message by Amber was pretty good. The topic was abt prayer... the scripture passage used was from Genesis ch 18:9-33 ... it showed how Abraham was pleading to God to save Sodom and Gomorrah. And although Abraham pleaded with God to save Sodom if there was at least 10 righteous man...And with God agreeing to his plead.... in the end God still destroyed Sodum and Gomorrah... so some may think why God didnt save Sodom? BUT! God knew Abraham inner desire was just to save his nephew, Lot who was in Sodom, and not really just for the sake of the other 10 righteous men.... E.g. it said in Ch 19:29 "So when God destroyed the cities of the plain, he remembered Abraham, and brought Lot out of he catastrophe that overthrew the cities where Lot had lived."
So from this I learn that God knows our inner desires when we pray even if we didn't pray it out specifically.

1. Our View of God influences the way we pray
2.Knowing God preceeds knowing God's will.
3.There's a place where our dreams and God's dreams matches.

After this we broke into grps and shared our dreams for our campus... and our grp really dreamt big... we dreamt that TP will become a christian campus... aka Saint Temasek Poly!!! Imagine if that really happen! wooooah! And imagine having worship sessions at the Temasek Convention Centre (TCC) every week!!!! woahhh! Its gonna be sooo COOL!!!

oh well... FUSION is like in one day time!!! And i just realise that the prayer warrior thingy for FUSION i signed up for needed a lot of commitment! We like have to pray on thursday, and given timeslots on Friday and Saturday... so there will be a grp of ppl praying at evey hour! ohhh man... what i got myself into... sighh.... and i'm so afraid to miss some parts of the workshops and Nite rallies..... oh well.... will see how in tmr briefing...


(My compilation of some of the research i did)

(A sketch of my inspiration Board)

(A half done inspiration Board)

(Plan view of half done inspiration board)

A day in CJC!!!! seee my crashing skillsss! hahah!

A day in CJC!!!! seee my crashing skillsss! hahah! (must read entry!!!!)
Well...i start of with yesterday Ym service first... the service was really AWESOME! I can really see that 2007 is the year where YM is gonna charge forward for REVIVAL! The 930 service was a little dead still...despite most of us going to the front area... and i was like the onli goondo jumping at the front in the first song "Did u feel the mountains tremble!" well...now i dun really care... i wouldnt mind doing foolish things just to worship God!.... went for the second service at 1130 too... and i have to still say... 1130 ppl are more fire up! this time at least i wasnt the onli one jumping in the front, had chieh ming next to me also jumping and a lot of them still having that same PASSION like the Ym camp! haha! and Adriel message was really good! After listening to it twice! I really got the full message!

Alright now for the highlight for today! I did a SUCCESFUL CRASH to my FAVOURITE SCHOOL CJC! This was my 3rd cj orientation lor! This time i went with charles... and i really planned my crash well... got the timings of the J1s schedule from my ex cj classmate laura who was a facilitator, and also got the break timings for the J2s from my other friends there the nite before. First at 9 am today... we started of our journey by sneaking in the MAIN GATE... good thing the security guard didnt see us... went to the side... and brisked walk all the way wearing cj PE shirt with PE shorts bcoz the J2s just finish PE and it was their first break. So we acted as J2s as we sneak to the canteen. Bump into my ex 1T02 classmate Jenny... before finding a bunch of my st.gabs mates with their class... Shahreel, nicholas hedger,victor and kenneth 2T02 class. Didnt feel so awkward after that bcoz saw most of his classmates before. So ate the Western Delight stall! I MISS THE FOOD THERE!, especially the omelette! And got my usual Tei Bing! Yummy! Had a really good time catching up with them and later saw my other ex classmates Minjia and Dina at the far end of the canteen! They were really shocked to see me lor! After that i bump into Jingwen another of my ex classmate! Really been a year since i last saw him man! As i left the canteen bump into Alkaff and saw dinesh later!

Here comes part 2 of me!... now after the J2s break finish at 10 am... charles and i went to the toilet and change to our secondary school pants! And this time we acted as the J1s! Blend in with the other J1s from the quadrangle and followed them to the auditorium for the MASS DANCE at 1030! YEAA! So went to the back of laura grp, saw my ex CLB cj classmate Sondra who was also a Facil... and partnered some random J1 girl bcoz they were really short of guys... the first part of the mass dance was totally new..and i was like STUN for awhile... but then it came to BANGLAAA! Thats cjc famous mass dance! I still remembered briefly the dance moves as this is the third time i'm doing this after 3 cj orientations! YEAAAA! I was also talking to this Maris guy infront of me, and i realised he knows josh and donovan from my small grp who was also from Maris... after the whole mass dance finish at 1130... I told charles i wanted to stay for the second grp who were coming for the Mass dance...so stayed behind... saw another ex stgabs, Alex who was also a facil....AND! this time... i looked for another ex cj classmate Fiona who was also a Facil... so join her grp...which had onli 4 or 5 guys and a lot of girls! While waiting in line... i saw my stgabs junior soccer team mate Stefanus! Finally a J1 i knew... well did the WHOLE MASS DANCE AGAIN! this time i manage to pick up the first part of the dance abit more... but my partner this time was so shy lor! well.... at 1230... now headed back to the canteen.. to seee my other ex cj classmates Ziyan and Yi wei! And we den headed to the Grandstand to meet Ivan and his friend who also crash cj... waited there until abt 1... and headed back to the canteen..bump into Randy on the way... and sat with ziyan classmates for awhile... I then tried the Noodle King stall for lunch which i can onli rmb trying once last year and i drank my 3rd tei bing today!!! Ziyan and I was like reliving the good old days, when we were den practising our PAVO HOUSE CHEERS at that same side of the canteen where the J1s were doing at this time!!!... after lunch headed to the rest of the J1s who was practising their cheers at that same side of the canteen. AND I den saw Hafiz! My ex st.gabs soccer senior nearby...who has just graduated from cj... chatted with him awhile before... meeting shahreel 2T02 class at 2pm in the canteen... His classmates are really friendly lor, one of them even invited us to their classroom... where we met the rest of the 2T02 ppl... slack there for awhile before nicholas CLB teacher came in....

well.... in the end... I can't believe i met almost eveyone i knew in CJC lor! Really was an unwasted trip! And just chatting with the some of my stgabs mates abt my ex cj teachers was really fun! Was like reliving the good old days there last year between january to march 2006! And imagine i acted 2 roles today... As a J1 with my stgabs pants and as a J2 with PE shorts! What a SUCCESSFUL CRASH!!! And i didnt get caught!!! oh yeaa! =D


(I miss this canteeen!!!!)

(In shahreel current 2T02 classroom!)

(with some of the J1s who were practising their cheers!)

(CJC! The best schoool ever man! I really miss the atmosphere and the ppl there!)